| ughh... |
[Jun. 29th, 2006|12:59 pm] |
too many mistakes at DQ tonight
...
ok so i said i wouldn't commet in here very much but you know what
you gives a @/*#!
...
i'm tired
on the bright side i can make entire blizzards
...
yeah
not exactly that awesome but it took them a LONG time to let me do that...
ok
i'm gunna stop typing now
Paz...
zzzzzzzzz.... zzzzzzzz.... |
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| OOOH SHIIIT! |
[Jun. 26th, 2006|01:28 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  better thn i thought | ] |
| [ | music |
| | AKFG | ] |
yo
i havn't posted in one FUCKING LONG ASS TIME
lol lol
...
lol
ok
likelihood of me posting is still pretty slim
but today i realized something
i don't know when Kenmore days is going to start
and that is vital information for me
simply because i am a Kenmore born person
originally i only knew when it started because i lived only two blocks away from Mang Park, and thus spent much of my time during the summer there
now for some new stuff
because, you know, i havn't used this thing since... well i don't care enough to remember
...
anyway:
life in Amherst
nothing new really
work is fun
DQ pays me pretty good
i SHOULD be done training soon
and i've already started all night shifts and an extra shift
i should start making around 90 bucks a week soon
Michelle and I are doing REALLY GOOD ^_^
we keep hanging out as often as possible
on that note
i've overcome my ridiculous fear of the fucking telephone lol
i did that a long time ago, but i never chronicled it lol
anyways...
i've realized i can't save money for shit
and....
...
..............
yeah....
i'm done lol
oh shit that's right
SWEET HOME ....
i don't really want to go, but what the hell
i've gotten over this belief that the school is filled with pot heads and drug dealers
because in truth
every high school is filled with pot heads and drug dealers
and all schools have lots of fights
also
all schools have reputations on the outside that don't turn out to be true on the inside
for example
out here in Amherst, where i work with many Ken-East Bulldogs so-to-speak
Kenmore West has the very same reputation that Sweet Home has
we "Blue-Devils" are thought to be stupid drugged up assholes that actually start fist fights with teachers... isn't that crazy (if not close to true)
ok
once again i've written more than anybody wants to read
so anyways
if anybody knows when Kenmore Days starts
just IM me
you all know my screen names
so PAS! |
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| MICHELLE, YANKEES AND AOL |
[May. 6th, 2006|11:58 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | excited | ] |
haha...
so the title to this entry is a little odd but oh well lol
first thing is first
MICHELLE IS AWESOME<3<3 ^_^!
never before have i actually been excited about a "one month anniversary thing"
lol
seriously, i normally consider it a stupid little triviality invented just to make middle schoolers think they've been "dating" for a long time
but for once i'm looking forward to it
Yankees have kicked ass the last two games
and once they beat whatever shit is left out of the Rangers they get to take on Boston
and i know they'll kick ass then too
todays game highlights:
Yankees 6 Rangers 1
Damon steals 3rd from 1st really awesome to watch (i enjoyed the replays)
Rodriguez scores a 3 point homer, another really awesome play
bad news... or good,
either way it's managed to irritate me
AOL decided that i signed up for another paid account
which i DID NOT!
so they removed my older account (jm3121989) from my computer
so that explains my absence from the internet for the past few days
now i have a new email address
jmsp3121989@aol.com
unfortunately it's still aol, and still dial-up
but it's better than nothing
so that makes best 2 outta 3 right?
hahah!
YUP
my focus points are, in order from least to greatest: Yankees, work and Michelle
those are the top 3 of course
there are lots of little things which are important but not this important
oh yeah
and for the off chance that my parents read this, or at least here about this entry my grades are not included in this priority list
because it is not an "actual" priority list (this is me lying by the way)
lol
yeah
i couldn't give a shit less about grades for the most part
however Michelle would like it if my ES grade improved so i do plan to fix that up quite a bit
but yeah...
besides that i have nothing really to say
so PAZ! |
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| it's all gone ,^__^, |
[Apr. 22nd, 2006|01:59 am] |
i got paid for the first time today
THAT WAS AWESOME
I DON'T THINK THAT FEELING CAN BE REPLACED
I'M STILL USINF CAPS AREN'T I?....
ok so anyways...
i got paid, and i decided to use my money somehow...
un fortunately it's all gone now
pretty much at least
the next paycheck i'm going to control a little better
probably take Michelle to a movie or wherever, put some aside for my "Computer Fund"
and so on and so forth
so yeah...
bored and tired right now
so i'm goona stop typing now |
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| boredum... |
[Apr. 21st, 2006|05:06 am] |
it's late
i'm really bored
today i went to Kenji's and realized i'm really good at this one game he has...
after a really long time of playing PS2...
that grammer was bad... oh well
we went bowling
my best game was 117... that's really not that bad
so anyways yeah
i'm pretty tired now
and i SHOULD be going to bed
but no
i'm drawing instead lol
i can pick up my first "pay-check" tomarrow
that'll be cool
at least i think i can... i should be able too...
any ways
i think i'm actually going to sleep
adios! |
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| Michelle |
[Apr. 19th, 2006|12:09 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | cheerful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | anything by KoRn | ] |
today was fun
i started by waking up around 11:00
i then hung around the house until about 2:00, that's when i set out to buy a new wardobe
i think it turned out well
after i got back i left (with new clothes equipped) to a debate club meeting
we normally don't debate at these out of club meetings so don't think i have no life lol
anyways
my girlfriend Michelle was meeting me there also, so i had little intention of debating anyways
so we spent the day together doing whatever
then i came home
of course i had to kiss her a little first
but yes
now i'm here
so yeah
pretty fun day
i have work tomarrow too
so yeah
fun
oh well, making money
some one has to do it
ok
well PAZ! |
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| WIERD! |
[Apr. 11th, 2006|11:21 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | pleasantly weird | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Hell~Disturbed | ] |
GUESS WHAT EVERYBODY!
I'M IN A VERY WEIRD MOOD LATELY
AND I LIKE IT!!!!!
it's not natural for me to act the i am lately
but i enjoy it so much
it probably has a lot to do with my expiriences doing the passion play
which by the way ends after 2 more performances on Friday
other than that though
yeah, my mood is very different
i'm doing more things without thinking
i mean my normal mental capacity still remains but for once i'm having fun!
today i had a temporary depressed moment
that's how i realized i really like being so weird
by the way
if any girl that i know has misenterprited this new behavior as hitting on them
please for the most part i'm not
lol
HAH!
see, that's the weird behavior that i'm really starting to enjoy
yeah
it seems that i'm simply going crazy now
but oh well
lol
so anyways yeah
i might find myself flirting with just about every girl i come in contact with (weird behavior again) but that doesn't mean i'm fishing for a date, or a relationship
even though i am still human
HAH!
seriously though!
i like losing my mind, if that's what it is lol
also, the fact that i now have a scanner helps because now whenever i'm bored i can send my friends pictures
don't worry however
i won't allow myself to send things constantly
so don't fear an overflow of "Julio Spam" on your computer
guess what!
tomarrow is my first day of work at the DQ!
for those of you who said you will be visiting me
COOL
but i'm training so i'm not sure if i'll be in the right position to talk or anything
and i'm pretty sure free ice cream is a NO (for now lol)
otherwise
yup
i wanna do stuff with my Kenmore friends over the break
because Amherst is boring
and all my best friends are in Kenmore
so yeah...
ima show up in Kenmore a lot over the break
or at least try to
for those of you who want to hang out
my work schedule is simple
i work on:
Wednesdays 4-7
Saturdays 1-5
Sundays 7-11
i get Easter off THIS YEAR only
because they normally would make me work on Easter, but i'm new, and they think i have plans
which is possible
lotsa times i have plans that my mom makes for me
lol
so anyways
yup
i'm done now
but still in my weird mood ^_^
so ok
ADIOS AMIGOS!
PAZ! |
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| SCANNER |
[Apr. 9th, 2006|01:27 am] |
oh yeha i forgot
i got a scanner!
hahahahaahhahahahahahahahahahahaha!
i can now spread my manga artistry empire accross the internet!
MWAUUUUUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!!!!!!
*evil laugh*(if you didn't already notice) |
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| HI EVERYBODY! |
[Apr. 9th, 2006|12:46 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bored | ] |
HI EVERYBODY!
i'm really bored
so i'm going to go over my whole week ok?
Sun.
went to DQ and handed in application, i got an interview within 5 minutes
when i got home, i got a call from Mrs.Wantz, Mike Ashbury had commited suicide
the rest of my week would feel very odd
especially after i went to practice for the passion play
Mon.
started a new week of school with a big issue going on with everyone, Mike
counselors and assholes like Mike Panaro start talking about the situation way too much
Tues.
first performance of the passion play at St. Bonaventures... very small church, very little space, VERY large risks
Dan is practically blind, and there is no room for the huge cross, but we make it work, go home live life
Wed.
interview, i do an impressive job lol
Mike's wake is depressing, but important to attend
i get the job when i get home
bed time...
Thur.
Mike's funeral is today
i skip school for it
afterwards me and Rick go to Plaka's for food
and then i meet Rick's mom, the "food lady" lol
after that, i walk back to school at 2:45 and participate in debate club lol
i go to John's house afterwards, and spend the day doing stupid pointless things
Fri.
i get my work info after school
then i got to my next play at St.Pauls
my family sees it, and apparently so did Yolanda and my Aunt and Grandpa were SUPPOSED TO BE THERE but weren't
oh well, they missed out, not me
got stuff afterwards
Sat.
today... well first off i just noticed i'm missing my anime shows on adult swim (DAMMIT!)
went back to St.Bonavetures and I think screwed up a bit
went to Plaka's again but with cast including Cheyanne, Caitlin, Joe and various other girls, also Mrs. Wantz
saw Alisson there... *sigh*... oh well
went to John's house and hung with him and his family for a while
got a book and an artist's statue (because of John lol)
went to The RoadHouse and defined gluttony
it kills how much i ate... seriously lol
waitress was hot though lol
fun fun fun!
okay now i'm bored again
well
PAZ! |
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| holy shit... |
[Apr. 3rd, 2006|12:56 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  wtf!? no way... o.o... | ] |
today was wierd... feeling that is
Mike Ashbury killed himself last night...
that's what made it wierd...
i didn't know him all that well but because i worked as a gurad with him in the Passion play
i got a call about it...
Mike was cool... he was in my global class, now i'll never see him again...
i'm taught that suicide means you go directly to hell
i doubt it though
i refuse to believe God is playing a game of Monopoly with us as game pieces, sending certain people directly to hell instead of jail...
i believe Mike went to heaven, because he didn't at all act like he would commit suicide
so whatever made him do it was REALLY bad
and God needs to be able to understand that
and because i am taught God is merciful, and i belive that
i trust Mike has gone p rather than down
still...
it's going to affect me
i'm going to his wake on Wednesday though
no question about it
i gotta go to sleep now
i'll pray for you Mike
peace |
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| survey for no reason |
[Apr. 1st, 2006|12:24 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | bored | ] |
hey
i was bored and Yolanda did this survey thing, and i looked at it
and it wasn't only for girls or anything and again i was bored
so i did it too
it wasn't really fun, but it passed the time
ENJOY!
Two Names You Go By
1. Julio
2. Jul
Two of your heroes
1. friends
2. parents
Two Things That Scare You
1. heights
2. phones
Two of Your Everyday Essentials
1. music
2. physical activity
Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now
1. Yankees Tee
2. jeans
Two of Your Favorite Bands or Musical Artists (at the moment)
1. Disturbed
2. Asian Kung-Fu Generation
Two Things You Want in a Relationship (other than real Love)
1. intellegence
2. lots of time together
Two Truths about you
1. i'm more emotional than i WANT to let on
2. i like to think... and read... A LOT
Two Physical Things that Appeal to You About the Opposite Sex.
1. hieght (i prefer them to be shorter than me)
2. cuteness
Two of Your Favorite Hobbies
1. drawing
2. writing
Two Things You Want Really Badly
1. money
2. girlfriend
Two Places You Want to go on Vacation
1. Puerto Rico
2. Japan
Two Things You Want to Do Before You Die
1. become a published manga author/artist
2. have a family
Two Things You Are Thinking About Now
1. movies
2. girls
Two Stores You Shop At
1. target/wal-mart
2. the boulevard mall and whatever's in it (except aero or abercrombie cuz tht's gay)
Two the websites you visit a lot
1. myspace
2. gamespot
Two cars you owned
1. none
2. yet
Two pets you had/have
1. Mikey - Black Cat
2. Chizzel - Fat ass Rabbit
Two Favorite Sports (to play)
1. Baseball - GREATEST SPORT EVER
2. basketball - just plain fun
Two People who will fill this out
1. umm... anyone with nothing to do
2. like me lol
Two things you did last nite
1. practiced for the passion play
2. went to sleep early
Two shows you like to watch currently
1. Lost
2. Neon Genesis Evangelion |
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| the day.... |
[Mar. 20th, 2006|11:08 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  Allison.... *heavy sigh* | ] |
today was...
painful
i sat in global today and didn't speak to Allsion once... i'm such a jerk, not once did she give me any reason to be an asshole...
i need to apologize to her tomarrow
however i still like her, and i still can't understand what happened really
i feel really betrayed... we both seemed to like eachother so much, and then she just dumped me....
for the first time ever i was physically affected by a girl breaking up with me
i felt completely sick today
i had the worst migrane, and i was coughing like a fucking smoker of 30 years
i was really really sick
so i went home
i set up a meeting with Mr. Panepinto though
i figured that i should try to get my problems out there
i assume my counselor could help me with that
i don't like being alone
the single life isn't my thing, it never has been
i was having fun for a while being single and flirting with everybody
but then me and Allison started going out and i was all happy again
i was back to the full-throttle Julio
heh
i REALLY like her
i hope she still likes me, and that we can try going out again
otherwise though, i'm just gonna need to let it go
but i won't be getting a new girlfriend just yet
i'm going to need to pull through this
i didn't tell that many people either, so i hope nobody bothers her about it
that would ruin any second chance i may have had with her
well, until then...
yeah...
PAZ! |
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| no... not again.... |
[Mar. 19th, 2006|06:17 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | crushed | ] |
she dumped me....
and it had nothing to do with me this time...
that's what she said at least... this kills
it really does
...
i feel like shit...
i was happy...
i kissed her on Friday, we spent the entire day after school together... and she dumped me...
why does this keep happening?
it isn't fair...
it isn't fair at all.... |
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| YES! |
[Mar. 15th, 2006|04:28 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | FUCK YES! LOL | ] |
| [ | music |
| | ASIAN KUNG-FU GENERATION | ] |
GUESS WHAT!?
I'M HAVING SUCH A FUCKING AWESOME MONTH!
LOL
no seriously
i've only went out with Alisson twice
but it's so awesome
i like really like her
i'm taking her to the Albright Knox on Friday
i'm gonna have to say
i really do prefer going out(actually i mean) with a girl a few times before i ask her out
because (no offense) but i really hate the "high school" style of dating
it goes something like this:
"hey sup?"
"nothing much you?"
"nothing. guess what, i like you"
"really, i guess i like you too"
"cool, wanna go out?"
"sure why not"
... two weeks later
"i'm bored"
yeah me to"
"guess what, i like this other person"
"really, i'm sad"
"yeah, sorry, bye"
"ok bye"
ok so maybe it's a tad more complicated than that
but you have to admit that's a pretty good way of summing it up
i hate that
not that it doesn't work for everyone
as far as i've seen it works for lots of people
just not me
i've grown to see it as repetetive and aggravating
therefore i tried something else out
so anyways
yeah i've met her elsewhere
i've even met her parents
and she's an AMAZING COOK
so yeah
this way works for me
anyways
i've got some fencing thing later tonight
so i'll seeya
not that i'm actually getting off the internet this very minute
but what the hell
PAZ! |
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| Lent |
[Mar. 13th, 2006|04:18 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | nethign from AKFG | ] |
i saw The Passion of the Christ yesterday in religion
it was sorta funny
not the movie
the movie was amazingly inspirational and moving
it hit me hard
hit deep y'know?
i actually shed tears in one part
anyways
i suddenly became very serious about my morality
and the sins that i know i've commited
(no details)
we've all comitted sins, but i suddenly became very aware of my own
it got to me
i started to take Lent very seriosuly
it wasn't even like when i used to say that
i used to say i was giving something up and forget immediately
or i'd joke around
but i'm taking it seriosuly now
it's a bit late into Lent
a while after Ash Wednesday
BUT
i'm comitted to this
i gave up (... well...)
i gave up a certain form of entertainment which THOUSANDS of people take for granted
i gave it up because it is in itself a sin
and i figured i should stop it NOW
i don't plan to return to it at all
although being human makes that difficult
i'll avoid it and deny it as often as possible
but i WILL NOT
view or seek it out during Lent
what is it?
you can figure i out for yourself
if you can't
that's even better
all i can say is...
well...
i don't feel like continuing
so hah
ok ADIOS
PAZ! |
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| mhmm... jussa survey... |
[Mar. 12th, 2006|03:31 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | ...zzzz...zzzz...zzz... | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Entrance ~ ASIAN KUNG-FU GENERATION | ] |
Q:what's the last text message on your cell phone say and who is it from?:
A: don't have a cell
Q: whose bed did you sleep in last night ?:
A: mine
Q: what color shirt are you wearing ?:
A: blue
Q: most recent movie that you watched ?:
A: Juwanna Man (funny as hell lol)
Q: what's one thing that you do everyday?:
A: think harder than anybody should ever need to
Q: how much cash do you have on you right now ?:
A: don't be a wise-ass!
Q: What's your favorite sport?
A. Baseball
Q: I can't wait till...?
A: i get a job/i asked Alisson out/i get my fucking lisceanse/i pass sophmore year without needing to repeat more than 1 class
Q: When was the last time you saw your mom?
A: few hours ago
Q: Who got you to join myspace?
A: Globa
Q: What did you have for dinner last night?
A: umm... BK Big Fish sandwitch (no meat on Friday's during Lent)
Q: Is Tom on your friends list?
A: hell no, he was deleted 2 minutes after i got my myspace, and that was before i had any other myspace friends lol
Q: Look to your left. What's there?
A: a dresser with my little brother's transformer on it
Q: Whats the last piece of clothing you borrowed from someone?
A: i don't wear other people's clothes
Q: What website(s) do you visit the most during the day?
A: Myspace, Lj, Gamespot and Yahoo
Q: Does anything hurt on your body right now?
A: my left thigh kinda stings (idk y...)
Q: What city town was your last taxicab ride in?
A: buffalo to kenmore about 5 years ago
Q: Do you own a picture phone?
A: no cell phone at all
Q: Ever wanted someone you couldn't have?
A: who hasn't?
Q: What's your favorite Starbucks drink?
A. i hate starbucks
Q: Recent time you were really upset?
A: last night (details are withheld)
_______Last________
1. Person you saw: My brother Philip
2. Talk on the phone: i don't get many calls
3. Hugged: ...
4. IM: i don't remember
5. Song you listened to: Entrance~Asian Kung-Fu Generation
_______Today________
1. What are you doing now: survey, wat do you think?
2. What are you doing tonight: it's 3:41 AM, i'm going to slepp when i'm done lol
________Tomorrow___________
1. Is: Sunday
2. Got any plans: watching The Passion of the Christ in religion i guess, if i wake up in time lol
4. Dislikes about tomorrow: Monday comes after it -_-
5. Do you have to work: nah, but that's because i'm broke!
________Currently_________
1. Like someone: uh-huh
2. Love Someone: not sure if it's LOVE, but i like her alot
3. Missing someone: yup
4. Mood: pissed/tired/bored/lonely |
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| the proper way to skip |
[Mar. 10th, 2006|01:15 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  more chillin' | ] |
| [ | music |
| | anything by Mad at Gravity | ] |
today me John and my brother Alec decided, while in the car on our way to school
that we simply weren't going
you know how?
we asked our parents lol
John asked his mom
and then we drove to pizza hut so i could call my dad and ask him
i couldn't believe he let us!
lmao
me and John (veterans of the art of skipping) ultimately decided that this was, in fact, the best way to perform such an act
especially because the last time we tried we(or at least I) failed miserably
it's funny because there was nothing to it lol
anyways
i downloaded a bunch of other songs yesterday after debate club
mostly Mad at Gravity
this has oficially become tied with Disturbed for me
unfortunately
the band only has one CD
and it came out back in 2001...
or 2002
maybe 03
the point is i fear there won't be any other songs ;_;
i love this band
oh well
Disturbed and the other bands are still around so
i'll survive
i still think they should make some more CD's
also
John has improved his drumming skillz
it made me think that maybe putting some money into guitar lessons isn't such a bad idea after all
but we'll need to find a vocalist
that is if a band is even remotely possible
mainly because my focus is mostly my art and writing
on the subject of Alisson
HELP!
i really like her
a WHOLE LOT
but i'm just so BAD AT THIS SHIT
lol
....
i don't know what's going on
i'm confused
i think i should just ask her out
but i'm going to have to do it somewhere besides the 2nd floor hall after 3rd period
i'm going to have to ask her somewhere else
i should take her somewhere
so i've gotta come up with a place to go
as well as money lol
anyways
i'm done here
PAZ! |
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| Alisson... |
[Mar. 6th, 2006|11:05 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | she's complex.. but i like tht | ] |
yup
i had a fun Monday belive it or not
first off
Alisson asked me to go hang out with her today
more specifically, go eat some cheesecake out in Buffalo
that was like, sweet, for me
even though i really wanted to aske HER out, and not have it the other way around
i was trying to save some money, but i guess she wanted to hang out sooner than my pockets could fill
anyways
that made me happy pretty much all day
and that's a nice rundown for the way the rest of the day went
lol
after that
i met Alisson and we caught a bus into Buffalo
we went to Pano's
a very cool restaurant on Elmwood
there we had cheesecake and talked for a good hour
it was at this point that i noticed Alisson listens more than she talks
which is good because i have been known to go on and on without realizing
and that puts some people off
even so, i found myself asking for her to talk a little more because the sound of my own voice going on and on about, well... nothing, without anybody to interject was driving me a little crazy lol
but when she did talk (which is more often than the previous sentences make it sound like) she spoke very much like one of "my people"
i could understand her, i was able to really get involved in the conversations
unfortunately i later realized she may not think of me in the same way i think of her ;_:
but instead of going emo on myself i simply decided i wouldn't give up
so long as i'm able to get to know her outside of school i think there's still a chance
i mean, there was a chance when i knew her in school only
now i can meet her in other places
hopefully it won't take very long though
i am hoping that she does like me
because me and her going somewhere alone just seems like a date
am i right?
so i have reason to believe my chances are pretty good
oh yeah
i also owe Katie a dollar
(which i have to pay you back tomarrow *waves dollar bill*)
in genral i had a really good time
and really good cheesecake ^_^
PAZ! |
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| WHAT THE FUCK!? |
[Mar. 5th, 2006|02:10 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | WHAT THE FUCK!? | ] |
"that one girl was sitting next to a lake. no one was around and all of a sudden a gust of wind came. she turned around and it looked like a hurricane was coming. it got closer and closer then it pushed her in the lake. then she was underwater unable to get to the surface. then she saw 2 faces under the water and it was her parents. her parents were drowning and so was she. then a boat went right over her and cut her head off. so next time you see a gust of wind coming and a boat coming you know that the girl is under the water... but people have tried to save her but they were pulled back by that same gust of wind!
This is a chain letter!REPOST THIS BULLETIN AND YOU'LL HAVE GOOD LUCK FOR 7 YEARS,IF YOU DON'T YOU'LL HAVE BAD LUCK FOR 7 YEARS!" ~ Myspace Bulletin 3/05/06
(damn! who the fuck writes this shit?! have they no shame!? i swear to God! c,mon people! did you know that i was exposed to a lot less gore and sacriligace defacement BEFORE i got myself a myspace! this is just wrong. this is the human race people! lol... i'm laughing at how dispicably sick it is right now but PLEASE! people, if you run across anymore of these kinds of posts, please just don't spread them any furhter, there's no reason that the story of a girl that didn't exist and loses her head should be all over the web, and if she DID exist, i really doubt she wanted her story to be some stupid myspace bulletin predetermining luck for all who open it - Julio M3) |
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[Mar. 4th, 2006|01:53 am] |
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| | hahah... good day | ] |
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| | Rewrite-ASIAN KUNG-FU GENERATION (FMA opening theme) | ] |
yo
today was pretty cool
first off
...
ummm....
i ate breakfast?
lol
ok so i'm not quite sure where it became good
maybe the horse lol
no that was funny but actually
the thing that started my really good day was in the NortheAST 2ND FLOOR HALLWAY
i was just walking around because i had like 15 minutes to spare before i went to study hall
so anyway, i was walking and i spotted Joe(last name unknown at this point, just some emo/punk that hates all the music i like and sits at my table in lunch, i enjoy messing with him) Mike(kid in my global class) and Briana(girl in my Earth Science class that i'm sure Yolanda Caitlin and Katie know
so anwyas i spotted them and in the very moment that i decided to say hi, Briana's hand flew accross Joe's face
i just stopped and a second later, after Briana stormed off, i just cracked up
it was the funniest thing i'd seen all week lmao
in 5th and 6th period i had to talk to Briana and Joe, it was just hard not to laugh about it each time it came up lol
after that incident, my day was just good
in 3rd period, i was gifted with the odd site of a cowboy sitting on a horse in front of door 16... that was a bit wierd lol
of course 3rd period(global) was good as always
Alisson quickly quizzed me on the material which would be on our, well, quis that day
it was then that i realized i really wasn't certain about everything on it
once again unusual for me in that class
maybe it's that i always have my mind half on Global, half on Alisson hehehe...
after global Alisson asked me to tell her something about myself i hadn't told her already... i like the way things are going lol
so anyway i told her i'm irish
lol
i think i should ask her out soon
after that the day just kind of moved on
normally
humorously as usual
but normally
other than the fact that i KNOW i flunked the math quiz we had
my day was predonminantly positive
also a few minutes ago i realized that my past actions and attitude have made him beleive i am EXTREMELY negative... i really don't like that
i'll admit i have a knack for keeping one eye on the yin as well as the yang, but i really have gotten better
i'm alot more observant in favor of all
i say the glass is half full
i'm VERY MUCH like my old self
the one that several people i know now either don't remember or have never met
of course in this enlightenment of mine, i've held onto some of the previous Julio's beliefs
but in general i'm happy
my insides only ache when i'm hungry
i'll admit seeing "cute little couples" kissing in the hall my attitude does warp a little
but that's due to some simple and common residual jealousy
nothing big
besides, Alisson is really cool, and i really think she feels the same way about me
so i'm not negative anymore
ive become a better person through this proccess i believe
and so i will stop talking about this lol
PAZ! |
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